A river runs,
Never freezes, never stops.
Bangs against rocks.
Rushes, whispering down, down, down.
Until it aligns with something bigger than itself.
Much like the brain,
They never stop, thoughts run along axons.
Nerves run through and along organs.
Speeds that break necks, around, around, around.
Neurons connecting in endless lines joining into somethings bigger than themselves.
A river is free, uncaring;
Ripping apart all it sees.
Yet we see it as peace when calm,
Hatred builds when it floods;
Something completely out of our control.
A brain is as logical as we make it.
Always learning, never stops learning.
At every turn, either peace of hatred,
It just goes.
Mad at thinking we have less control than a river.
When indeed we have more.
A river runs,
Much like a brain.
Never stops.
Whispering.
Aligning to something bigger than itself.
Showing posts with label memories. Show all posts
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Saturday, May 10, 2014
Saturday, February 22, 2014
Speechless
It's time to say something.
It's time to act.
It's time to spill my heart out.
Yet, I lost my words.
I'm a writer, but I lost the words.
There are words I want to tell you.
Speechless . . .
You've left me speechless.
Stammering words.
I'm at a loss.
Before you leave, I have to say . . .
Say something because you're leaving.
Something, I need my words.
My words, I need.
Three . . . I... .,
Two . . . I... .,
One . . .I. . . .
You're out the door. . . .
I didn't even have the chance.
The chance that I had to say what my heart wants to say.
I miss you. . . .
It's time to act.
It's time to spill my heart out.
Yet, I lost my words.
I'm a writer, but I lost the words.
There are words I want to tell you.
Speechless . . .
You've left me speechless.
Stammering words.
I'm at a loss.
Before you leave, I have to say . . .
Say something because you're leaving.
Something, I need my words.
My words, I need.
Three . . . I... .,
Two . . . I... .,
One . . .I. . . .
You're out the door. . . .
I didn't even have the chance.
The chance that I had to say what my heart wants to say.
I miss you. . . .
Thursday, February 20, 2014
There for You
For my friend, N.B.
Think of the Sun.
High at noon in the sky.
Warming and growing.
Giving light of yellow radiance.
Think of the Moon.
High up, too, always there.
Lighting up the sky in pale white.
Cooling the day's warmth.
Think of calming thoughts.
Think as I clear the tears from your eyes.
Cleansing the pain with calm warmth.
A warmth that can keep you safe.
Think of energy.
It can't be created nor destroyed.
Watch it create, though, and destroy.
Watch it bloom the meadow flowers in Spring.
Think of love.
The love you gain from our friendship.
The love of many others in your life.
The love is known to fairy tales.
Think of life.
The life of now.
The life you've built through years.
The life you have glows with every heartbeat.
Lastly, think of the seasons.
Spring to Summer to Fall to Winter.
Always changing, ever so.
Just like you are, always.
My friend,
Build and create.
Move along and live.
Remember: live and love.
Think of the Sun.
High at noon in the sky.
Warming and growing.
Giving light of yellow radiance.
Think of the Moon.
High up, too, always there.
Lighting up the sky in pale white.
Cooling the day's warmth.
Think of calming thoughts.
Think as I clear the tears from your eyes.
Cleansing the pain with calm warmth.
A warmth that can keep you safe.
Think of energy.
It can't be created nor destroyed.
Watch it create, though, and destroy.
Watch it bloom the meadow flowers in Spring.
Think of love.
The love you gain from our friendship.
The love of many others in your life.
The love is known to fairy tales.
Think of life.
The life of now.
The life you've built through years.
The life you have glows with every heartbeat.
Lastly, think of the seasons.
Spring to Summer to Fall to Winter.
Always changing, ever so.
Just like you are, always.
My friend,
Build and create.
Move along and live.
Remember: live and love.
The Smile
For J.J.
It sparkles like pearls.
It is only for me to notice.
A smile that melts the ice;
The ice protecting my heart.
Only at me, it shows.
Only at me, I see.
Coming and going, I see it shows.
The warmth emanating from you alone,
Tingles.
The smile you show up with,
Intensifies the warmth.
I feel lucky.
Lucky that you are there.
Lucky that you pass by.
Lucky to be graced by that charming smile.
It sparkles like pearls.
It is only for me to notice.
A smile that melts the ice;
The ice protecting my heart.
Only at me, it shows.
Only at me, I see.
Coming and going, I see it shows.
The warmth emanating from you alone,
Tingles.
The smile you show up with,
Intensifies the warmth.
I feel lucky.
Lucky that you are there.
Lucky that you pass by.
Lucky to be graced by that charming smile.
Thursday, February 13, 2014
Bitter Ending
For Z.J.H.
Dilemma after dilemma.
Time upon time.
Miss after miss.
Water upon the earth.
Thinking about it all hurts me.
The things we did,
The things we said,
The things we left unmentioned.
I saw the best of you.
I saw the worst.
The light in your eyes shut off.
I lost you.
No amount of love could revive you.
You were dead inside.
Broken by a broken home.
A monster that was created by those who gave you life.
A bitter end for us.
Though I think of you every so often,
I cannot love what you have become:
You are a shadow of your former self.
Dilemma after dilemma.
Time upon time.
Miss after miss.
Water upon the earth.
Thinking about it all hurts me.
The things we did,
The things we said,
The things we left unmentioned.
I saw the best of you.
I saw the worst.
The light in your eyes shut off.
I lost you.
No amount of love could revive you.
You were dead inside.
Broken by a broken home.
A monster that was created by those who gave you life.
A bitter end for us.
Though I think of you every so often,
I cannot love what you have become:
You are a shadow of your former self.
Thursday, January 9, 2014
Limited Sky
I stare upward as I lay on cold ground.
The clouds,
The Sun,
The Moon.
The hidden stars years away in the daylight.
So much there is to see.
I wonder if you see what I see,
Under the limited sky.
Alas, alone am I.
You're not there to watch with me.
The magic between what separates,
That which separates us from falling. . . .
Falling into a limited sky.
The clouds,
The Sun,
The Moon.
The hidden stars years away in the daylight.
So much there is to see.
I wonder if you see what I see,
Under the limited sky.
Alas, alone am I.
You're not there to watch with me.
The magic between what separates,
That which separates us from falling. . . .
Falling into a limited sky.
Monday, June 3, 2013
The Spell of the Heartbeat
For Anybody Under This Spell
I lay on your chest,
Listening to your heart.
It beats feverishly,
Going thump-thump,
And I shut my eyes to the rhythm.
A gentle sleep,
The heart puts that spell on me.
In my dreams, you're there,
Swaying in endless dancing with me.
An organ's music plays sweetly.
When I'm home,
I hear it rise and fall.
I take that musical sound with me.
I hear it pulsing,
Your ghost is there, but I know you're real.
With you, I'm not alone,
With you, my breath is taken,
With you, I can believe,
With you, I feel my own heart pulsing,
With you, I can see the colors clearly.
I wake up,
Your hand in mine,
Your heart goes thump-thump in my ear.
My face twists into a smile,
As I look up at you.
I lay on your chest,
Listening to your heart.
It beats feverishly,
Going thump-thump,
And I shut my eyes to the rhythm.
A gentle sleep,
The heart puts that spell on me.
In my dreams, you're there,
Swaying in endless dancing with me.
An organ's music plays sweetly.
When I'm home,
I hear it rise and fall.
I take that musical sound with me.
I hear it pulsing,
Your ghost is there, but I know you're real.
With you, I'm not alone,
With you, my breath is taken,
With you, I can believe,
With you, I feel my own heart pulsing,
With you, I can see the colors clearly.
I wake up,
Your hand in mine,
Your heart goes thump-thump in my ear.
My face twists into a smile,
As I look up at you.
Monday, April 1, 2013
Remanence of a Fire
Embers fly and fall to the earth.
Coals burn in ash.
A flicker of warmth,
And the last flames dance.
Reds and oranges burn in wood.
Yellow and blues mix together to breathe.
Bricks charred with black,
Where the fire licked it.
Wood cracked like black rock canyons,
Scarred by flames.
Greys like a wizened man,
Spread under a wooden prison.
Water stained soil and ash.
Smoke flies to the sky.
Fire smoldered.
Memory remains.
Sparks will fly again,
But on a different night they will dance once more.
Coals burn in ash.
A flicker of warmth,
And the last flames dance.
Reds and oranges burn in wood.
Yellow and blues mix together to breathe.
Bricks charred with black,
Where the fire licked it.
Wood cracked like black rock canyons,
Scarred by flames.
Greys like a wizened man,
Spread under a wooden prison.
Water stained soil and ash.
Smoke flies to the sky.
Fire smoldered.
Memory remains.
Sparks will fly again,
But on a different night they will dance once more.
Saturday, March 30, 2013
You Saw Me Soar in Resilience
For my mother, W.J.M.
You made me feel safe.
Inside your nest you built.
You built it up from nothing.
Just your love.
You saw me in flight.
You saw me sky-high from your nest.
I got shot down once or twice,
But you caught me mid-air.
The nights you held me still,
Through nightmares and tears.
You could make a coat with all those tears I shed.
You repel the water like eagle feathers.
But you still let me fly.
Soaring toward the sun.
You look on proudly.
Watching, to make sure I'm safe.
Your blue eyes meet mine.
In them, I see love.
In mine, you see the hurt.
You'd do anything to see me at peace.
I see where I get my strength,
In the love of others and loyalty.
And I smile to show I'm strong.
To that, I thank you.
You made me feel safe.
Inside your nest you built.
You built it up from nothing.
Just your love.
You saw me in flight.
You saw me sky-high from your nest.
I got shot down once or twice,
But you caught me mid-air.
The nights you held me still,
Through nightmares and tears.
You could make a coat with all those tears I shed.
You repel the water like eagle feathers.
But you still let me fly.
Soaring toward the sun.
You look on proudly.
Watching, to make sure I'm safe.
Your blue eyes meet mine.
In them, I see love.
In mine, you see the hurt.
You'd do anything to see me at peace.
I see where I get my strength,
In the love of others and loyalty.
And I smile to show I'm strong.
To that, I thank you.
Tuesday, March 26, 2013
Barrier Breaker: Letting Go of the Hurt
For those in my past that chose to hurt me in the end. I am letting you go and you will stay in my past.
I bear the burden of despair.
I lay on the cool grass,
And stare at the sky.
The stars shine brightly,
And gleam in my blue eyes.
I thought of the time when someone:
Left me crying on my kitchen floor.
Claiming love for another,
Denying me that love I showed you!
I'm glad to be done with you in retrospect.
I thought of the time when someone:
Used me for sex.
Under false pretense of love.
You should have known better!
I'm glad you are out of my life.
I thought of the time when someone:
Thought it funny to play the suicide card,
To get me to stay with him.
You're screwed up for playing me like a fool!
I'm happy you're elsewhere with some other sap.
I thought about the time when someone:
Was illogical with me in his thinking,
And insulted my family in the process.
You dared to step in that direction!
I hope Boise ate you alive.
I thought of the time when someone:
Pit me against my mother for fun.
Cycling the abuse.
Verbal, mental, emotional!
I'm glad you're gone.
I thought of the time when someone:
Kept me on the hook.
Leaving me crying every night.
Relinquishing you hold to set me free!
I'm back in the water and breathing, finally.
I release the thoughts into the night sky.
You guys aren't crying over me.
The stars have you now.
No more, nevermore,
Will I spill a tear over you guys.
I bear the burden of despair.
I lay on the cool grass,
And stare at the sky.
The stars shine brightly,
And gleam in my blue eyes.
I thought of the time when someone:
Left me crying on my kitchen floor.
Claiming love for another,
Denying me that love I showed you!
I'm glad to be done with you in retrospect.
I thought of the time when someone:
Used me for sex.
Under false pretense of love.
You should have known better!
I'm glad you are out of my life.
I thought of the time when someone:
Thought it funny to play the suicide card,
To get me to stay with him.
You're screwed up for playing me like a fool!
I'm happy you're elsewhere with some other sap.
I thought about the time when someone:
Was illogical with me in his thinking,
And insulted my family in the process.
You dared to step in that direction!
I hope Boise ate you alive.
I thought of the time when someone:
Pit me against my mother for fun.
Cycling the abuse.
Verbal, mental, emotional!
I'm glad you're gone.
I thought of the time when someone:
Kept me on the hook.
Leaving me crying every night.
Relinquishing you hold to set me free!
I'm back in the water and breathing, finally.
I release the thoughts into the night sky.
You guys aren't crying over me.
The stars have you now.
No more, nevermore,
Will I spill a tear over you guys.
Saturday, March 16, 2013
Disconnected and Disjointed
Gold,
As warm as the sand beneath my feet.
As I stand a strong man before you.
Still have my trust,
So you have my hand in yours.
Hold it.
Lace it.
You see my pain.
The pain you caused in absence.
You help me believe I was something,
But that was a truth disguised lie.
You comfort me with truth,
You made me disconnect with myself.
I am something to you.
Hold it.
Lace it.
Cherish it like a precious diamond.
Turn it to treasure.
I love and care deeply,
My wounds are mended.
I am truly warm with a beating heart.
You have sewn me together, mercy.
I feel pain no more.
Turn it to treasure,
With one final touch.
Never to stone,
With one final kiss...
Stone,
As cold as frozen tears in winter.
As I stand a husk before you.
You lost my trust.
So in place you get my stone heart.
Crush it.
Beat it.
You know no pain.
Not the pain I feel.
You told me I was something to you,
But that was a lie disguised truth.
You comfort me with lies,
You made me disconnect from myself.
I am nothing to you.
Crush it.
Beat it.
Slam it against the wall.
Turn it dust.
I hurt and ache deeply.
My wounds cut right open.
I'm truly cold with no heart.
You cut me open, no mercy.
I feel pain no more.
Turn it to dust,
With one final kiss.
Never to gold,
With one final touch...
As warm as the sand beneath my feet.
As I stand a strong man before you.
Still have my trust,
So you have my hand in yours.
Hold it.
Lace it.
You see my pain.
The pain you caused in absence.
You help me believe I was something,
But that was a truth disguised lie.
You comfort me with truth,
You made me disconnect with myself.
I am something to you.
Hold it.
Lace it.
Cherish it like a precious diamond.
Turn it to treasure.
I love and care deeply,
My wounds are mended.
I am truly warm with a beating heart.
You have sewn me together, mercy.
I feel pain no more.
Turn it to treasure,
With one final touch.
Never to stone,
With one final kiss...
Stone,
As cold as frozen tears in winter.
As I stand a husk before you.
You lost my trust.
So in place you get my stone heart.
Crush it.
Beat it.
You know no pain.
Not the pain I feel.
You told me I was something to you,
But that was a lie disguised truth.
You comfort me with lies,
You made me disconnect from myself.
I am nothing to you.
Crush it.
Beat it.
Slam it against the wall.
Turn it dust.
I hurt and ache deeply.
My wounds cut right open.
I'm truly cold with no heart.
You cut me open, no mercy.
I feel pain no more.
Turn it to dust,
With one final kiss.
Never to gold,
With one final touch...
Thursday, March 14, 2013
What No One Knows
What no one knows,
Is that there is a battle.
A battle that is raging in my head.
All the sorrows,
All the pain,
All that I can't handle on my own.
I burned out,
Exhausted and cold eyed.
All I want to do is sleep.
I don't want to give up.
I never do.
I can't be held down,
Not even by my own thoughts.
Pieces falling apart in my mind.
Frayed and frizzled.
I just can't pick them up.
I will walk on.
I must remind myself,
That I have friends who care.
What no one knows,
Is the battle in my mind.
And wanting to wake up from this nightmare.
Is that there is a battle.
A battle that is raging in my head.
All the sorrows,
All the pain,
All that I can't handle on my own.
I burned out,
Exhausted and cold eyed.
All I want to do is sleep.
I don't want to give up.
I never do.
I can't be held down,
Not even by my own thoughts.
Pieces falling apart in my mind.
Frayed and frizzled.
I just can't pick them up.
I will walk on.
I must remind myself,
That I have friends who care.
What no one knows,
Is the battle in my mind.
And wanting to wake up from this nightmare.
Fallen
For those that don't have the strength to continue
I have fallen,
No one to catch me.
My heart is cold,
Like I'm dead.
My heart is broken,
Now I cry.
I see you together,
But I'm breaking in half.
You smile,
I frown.
Smile, because you have him.
Frown, because I could've had you.
I have fallen...
My heart is cold and broken...
I see you together...
You smile...
I am a husk of nothingness,
And laughed at by Aphordite.
Unrequited...
My heart is stone and gone.
I can't get up again.
I have fallen.
I have fallen,
No one to catch me.
My heart is cold,
Like I'm dead.
My heart is broken,
Now I cry.
I see you together,
But I'm breaking in half.
You smile,
I frown.
Smile, because you have him.
Frown, because I could've had you.
I have fallen...
My heart is cold and broken...
I see you together...
You smile...
I am a husk of nothingness,
And laughed at by Aphordite.
Unrequited...
My heart is stone and gone.
I can't get up again.
I have fallen.
Wednesday, March 6, 2013
Enclosed by Glass
I feel enclosed.
Enclosed in a glass case.
On display to those I know.
I see most pointing and laughing.
Laughing for the fool I am,
And for the fool I have been.
I see the rest horrified and bewildered.
Reaching out to help, but they can't get close.
Fragile faces cracking.
I pound the glass with fists of iron.
Harder, harder, but still no cracking.
I hit the bottom, crying.
I'm stuck and in the air.
Laughed at by those who don't care.
Helped by those that do.
I can't get out.
The sadness I see is mine,
On the people that love me.
I never knew the effect I can have.
All I see in this moment now,
Is myself, tear-stained in the mirror.
Enclosed in a glass case.
On display to those I know.
I see most pointing and laughing.
Laughing for the fool I am,
And for the fool I have been.
I see the rest horrified and bewildered.
Reaching out to help, but they can't get close.
Fragile faces cracking.
I pound the glass with fists of iron.
Harder, harder, but still no cracking.
I hit the bottom, crying.
I'm stuck and in the air.
Laughed at by those who don't care.
Helped by those that do.
I can't get out.
The sadness I see is mine,
On the people that love me.
I never knew the effect I can have.
All I see in this moment now,
Is myself, tear-stained in the mirror.
Tuesday, February 26, 2013
I Made It Home
My heart on fire.
My lungs burn.
I've been running.
Running and running.
Thoughts race.
I made it home.
It isn't the home, I know.
It isn't your heart.
It isn't safe.
It isn't anything.
I don't have much for myself.
I can't have much for myself.
I won't have much for myself.
Selflessness is what prevents that for me.
I don't see you because you are gone.
A speck in the distance climbing over a mountain.
I don't know you anymore.
I don't know where you lay your head at night.
I don't see your boundaries.
I don't hear you amongst the noise.
I made it home.
But it isn't what I think I deserve.
You're somewhere else.
I will find your heart and take shelter in it again.
I'll keep running.
I'll keep trying.
I'll keep you safe.
Just don't let me collapse inward.
Help me untie my knotted ropes.
Help me climb the mountains.
Climbing toward where the Sun and Moon are seen together.
Toward a new beginning one day in time.
My lungs burn.
I've been running.
Running and running.
Thoughts race.
I made it home.
It isn't the home, I know.
It isn't your heart.
It isn't safe.
It isn't anything.
I don't have much for myself.
I can't have much for myself.
I won't have much for myself.
Selflessness is what prevents that for me.
I don't see you because you are gone.
A speck in the distance climbing over a mountain.
I don't know you anymore.
I don't know where you lay your head at night.
I don't see your boundaries.
I don't hear you amongst the noise.
I made it home.
But it isn't what I think I deserve.
You're somewhere else.
I will find your heart and take shelter in it again.
I'll keep running.
I'll keep trying.
I'll keep you safe.
Just don't let me collapse inward.
Help me untie my knotted ropes.
Help me climb the mountains.
Climbing toward where the Sun and Moon are seen together.
Toward a new beginning one day in time.
Words
Words weave together like fabric.
Weaving to make something beautiful.
Beautiful like a river, transparent as glass.
Words can be hurtful.
Hurtful in the way that you can cut with daggers.
Daggers are thrown with intent in mind.
Words can heal wounds.
Heal the wounds that, in turn, cause.
In time, forgiveness comes.
Words...
Laughable to those that poorly use them.
Influential to those that can articulate.
Words weave into something special.
Words hurt like a bullet.
Words heal like a cast.
Words are forever.
Weaving to make something beautiful.
Beautiful like a river, transparent as glass.
Words can be hurtful.
Hurtful in the way that you can cut with daggers.
Daggers are thrown with intent in mind.
Words can heal wounds.
Heal the wounds that, in turn, cause.
In time, forgiveness comes.
Words...
Laughable to those that poorly use them.
Influential to those that can articulate.
Words weave into something special.
Words hurt like a bullet.
Words heal like a cast.
Words are forever.
Snow Kisses and Embraces
I watch the snowfall.
Graceful and beautiful.
Glistening like diamonds in the light.
Melting like your kisses on a dark, cold night.
I watch the flakes dance.
Dancing in the wind.
Dancing right into my hair.
They must have found a haven with me,
Like I with you.
I watch the crystals land on the frozen ground.
Stuck and immovable.
Forming like a guarded fortress.
Like you took hold of,
But only for shelter.
And you held me with a warm embrace,
Hot breath on my skin.
Your graceful kiss...
Your homely safety...
Your warmth in your hugs...
Are what I see, not etched in cold stone,
But etched in snow.
Graceful and beautiful.
Glistening like diamonds in the light.
Melting like your kisses on a dark, cold night.
I watch the flakes dance.
Dancing in the wind.
Dancing right into my hair.
They must have found a haven with me,
Like I with you.
I watch the crystals land on the frozen ground.
Stuck and immovable.
Forming like a guarded fortress.
Like you took hold of,
But only for shelter.
And you held me with a warm embrace,
Hot breath on my skin.
Your graceful kiss...
Your homely safety...
Your warmth in your hugs...
Are what I see, not etched in cold stone,
But etched in snow.
Thursday, January 17, 2013
Candle Flicker
For M.B.
I see the candle flicker across from me.
Though it smells like "Ocean Flowers."
I know this to be artificial.
I know the ocean doesn't smell that way.
Deep in my memories, I smell salty air.
Which triggers my memories of salty sweat.
Trickling down from your head.
I love the smell.
My train of thought leaves me.
I hurt.
The image of you fades.
I lay in my bed.
Wanting to open up more to you.
Wanting to be held.
Alone.
The next night, the other candle.
It flickers and I smell "Rustic Woods."
Like the other, it is artificial.
I know the woods don't smell that way.
I remember, the smell of pine and ivy.
The sunshine of summer.
A lunch to share.
Birds chirping.
I feel that warmth.
I feel your hand in mine.
The image of that day fade.
Retrospectively it was omnipresent.
Somehow it makes me sadder.
Alone again.
Wanting to be held.
I don't want to feel this way.
I blow it out.
All I can smell is acrid smoke.
Then nothingness and darkness become one.
Alone.
Alone.
Alone...
I must keep these feelings in-check.
I see the candle flicker across from me.
Though it smells like "Ocean Flowers."
I know this to be artificial.
I know the ocean doesn't smell that way.
Deep in my memories, I smell salty air.
Which triggers my memories of salty sweat.
Trickling down from your head.
I love the smell.
My train of thought leaves me.
I hurt.
The image of you fades.
I lay in my bed.
Wanting to open up more to you.
Wanting to be held.
Alone.
The next night, the other candle.
It flickers and I smell "Rustic Woods."
Like the other, it is artificial.
I know the woods don't smell that way.
I remember, the smell of pine and ivy.
The sunshine of summer.
A lunch to share.
Birds chirping.
I feel that warmth.
I feel your hand in mine.
The image of that day fade.
Retrospectively it was omnipresent.
Somehow it makes me sadder.
Alone again.
Wanting to be held.
I don't want to feel this way.
I blow it out.
All I can smell is acrid smoke.
Then nothingness and darkness become one.
Alone.
Alone.
Alone...
I must keep these feelings in-check.
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
How I Know You
To the men that lift my life up
This is how I know you,
In my heart that you make warm,
In my arms, you'll lie safe.
A place to rest your head,
While I sing you sweetly to sleep.
Nothing can beat this feeling I have.
You fill me with joy,
And I can be sure that I belong to you.
I cry when the days are hard,
And you somehow make it better.
I want that embrace and a sweet kiss on the lips.
You influence me to be a better man.
I like how you make me feel,
It makes me feel wanted and loved.
This is how I know you,
Comfort on both my good and bad days,
A person I can trust with my heart as it is fragile,
And giving me confidence in myself as a man.
This is how I know you,
In my heart that you make warm,
In my arms, you'll lie safe.
A place to rest your head,
While I sing you sweetly to sleep.
Nothing can beat this feeling I have.
You fill me with joy,
And I can be sure that I belong to you.
I cry when the days are hard,
And you somehow make it better.
I want that embrace and a sweet kiss on the lips.
You influence me to be a better man.
I like how you make me feel,
It makes me feel wanted and loved.
This is how I know you,
Comfort on both my good and bad days,
A person I can trust with my heart as it is fragile,
And giving me confidence in myself as a man.
Thursday, October 18, 2012
Old Becomes New: The Poems Will Continue
It's been a year since I started this poetry blog. The poetry will never stop, if I become inspired I will post a new poem. I'm glad you all enjoyed this blog and I look forward to writing more poetry. This is the best thing that I could do for myself creatively.
This has been a beautiful year. I've had my share of heartbreaks, crushes, love, friendships, realizations, change, hatred, and fun. I hope that there is more out there for me to see, to broaden my horizons. Hopefully, I will get that chance.
This has been a beautiful year. I've had my share of heartbreaks, crushes, love, friendships, realizations, change, hatred, and fun. I hope that there is more out there for me to see, to broaden my horizons. Hopefully, I will get that chance.
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